I'm leaving you all...But these will be my last words of him, and here. I leave with my head held high.

Goodbye.

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Hurtful words are a thirsty fire
A bleeding heart ready to expire
Only to leave you with pain and desire...
Hurtful words are a thirsty fire.

Like acid they rip away your skin
Gnaw at your soul, chew at your whole.
Tar your thoughts and boil your blood.
Hurtful words are a thirsty fire.

I needed something to hold onto
Something amid this haze
I needed you amid the fire
For everything to be okay.

But maybe I'm not okay
Because I can't admit
That I have done things that I regret
Like giving you the chance to see me
And letting you hold things that
Weren't meant to be.

And you wonder why I still pen
Words laced with your name
And toothless grin.

It's because you are a demon
That has burrowed within
And I need to gouge you, purge you,
From beneath my skin.

Love is a thristy fire,
And you would drink until I was gone
I was just a victim of your guise
But you are in the wrong.

I tried by best to call it love
And all it was were daggers
Love bent into hate by hurtful words
And long empty nights of satisfaction.

You are so ugly, and sometimes, yes
I do hate you.
I hate you for telling me
I was nothing without you
I hate you for all those times
You pulled me away from my friends
Turned them against me, and let you win.

But it was short lived, I can assure you that
Love may be a thirsty fire, but I've seen the facts:
Your fire has been long gone...
Ans it's never coming back.